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So I just got out of a five month relationship and I don't know. I'm not messed up over it. We didn't see each other much so it's whatever. I think the reason I feel regret about it is because it had been a few years since my last relationship but it was different this time. I had matured since last time and really enjoyed being in one. Relationships are freaking amazing. You are with someone who likes who you are and for me that's really hard to believe because I can't really see my good qualities. I really want a relationship. And it's not about sex. I'm sure it's probably pretty amazing but I don't know because I'm still a virgin and there's no shame in that. It will happen when it happens. I want someone who is geeky like me. Who likes comics and anime and video games and geeky movies and books. Someone who I can relax and be myself around because I hardly ever get to be me full out. Someone who will accept my flaws and my shining moments. I try to be a really nice and sweet person but I'm a pretty big guy, height and weight wise so being geeky, a big guy, really nice, and wearing glasses seems to me like a turn off to most people. The most intimate thing I think two people can do, yes I have taken sex into account, is just falling asleep or cuddling with ones arms wrapped around the other and just being at peace. Just being so at ease with another person that there are no walls up at all. And I want to meet that person but I am terrible at socializing unless I know you pretty well so forget just asking out a total stranger so I don't know. It seems pretty hopeless but whatever. I just want to find the one without all the trial and error but that seems like an impossibility.
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